Fr. Dale Matson
Portion of the Prayer
of Humble Access
We do not presume to
come to this thy Table, O merciful Lord, trusting in our own righteousness, but
in thy manifold and great mercies. We are not worthy so much as to gather up
the crumbs under thy Table. (Page 337 BCP,)
The Confession
Most merciful God, we
confess that we have sinned against thee in thought, word, and deed, by what we
have done, and by what we have left undone. We have not loved thee with our
whole heart; we have not loved our neighbors as ourselves. We are truly sorry
and we humbly repent. For the sake of thy Son Jesus Christ, have mercy on us
and forgive us; that we may delight in thy will, and walk in thy ways, to the
glory of thy Name. Amen. (Page 331 BCP, Confession)
There are certainly many reasons to explain why individuals
go off on a rage of destruction, murder and mayhem. There are cultural
reasons such as too much time on their hands. For example, being enrolled ‘in school’
does not mean that one is engaged in meaningful activity. There are psychological
reasons such as a sense of entitlement and need to administer justice for
imaginary wrongs suffered by the ‘victim’.
There are mass media reasons
such as an individual following the well worn script of violence reported again
and again until it is a violent part of a pattern embedded in the national
consciousness. There are existential reasons such as moral isolation and anomie.
The means is often confused with the motive. Correlation is
not causation however. People with evil intent in their hearts will use
anything available to inflict suffering on others. St. Paul understood the
toxicity of rumination and negative projections. “Finally, brothers, whatever
is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is
lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is
anything worthy of praise, think about these things.” (Philippians 4:8).
The spiritual reason is a failure to love others. Disobedience
created the ego and with it, a self conscious, self-loving, self-absorbed
individual who is a child of the devil. That is the natural state of man after
the fall. The unregenerate individual will sacrifice others to satisfy himself.
He is motivated by what is right in his own mind. It is a mind darkened by self-seeking
sinfulness. He is the measure of what is right and what is wrong. He is a god
unto himself.
Man must be born again,
rescued by Jesus Christ so that he may no longer live for himself. He will then
sacrifice himself for the sake of others. I am not
special. I am a sinner redeemed by the blood of my Savior Jesus Christ. Life
for the born again individual is not about gaining things, power and
recognition. Those were the three traps
laid at the feet of Christ by the tempter.
In each case He avoided the snares by putting God first. Adam and Eve
put themselves first and became tools of the evil one.
The born again individual knows that the old man still lurks
in the background beckoning him back to slavery. It is slavery to the material
and the temporal. We know the old man still exists and is expressed in our
unguarded comments, in our wishes and in our dreams. We know that the evil in
our heart is only in remission, held in check by the grace of God. Each act of
kindness, of compassion and mercy pushes the old man further away. We are
creatures of habit and good habits can be good deeds also. We are laying up for
ourselves treasures in heaven (Matthew 6:20). By doing so, we are placing our
hearts there also. (6:21)
2 comments:
"The unregenerate individual will sacrifice others to satisfy himself. He is motivated by what is right in his own mind. It is a mind darkened by self-seeking sinfulness. He is the measure of what is right and what is wrong. He is a god unto himself." Well said.
"The born again individual knows that the old man still lurks in the background beckoning him back to slavery."
Also well said.
All too often we assume, "I've been baptized, and the old self is dead" when in actual fact, he is just a push away...
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