Lent 3B 2015
Fr. Dale Matson
Almighty God, you know that we have no power in
ourselves to help ourselves: Keep us both outwardly in our bodies and inwardly
in our souls, that we may be defended from all adversities which may happen to
the body, and from all evil thoughts which may assault and hurt the soul;
through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy
Spirit, one God, for ever and ever.
Please pay particular
attention to the opening sentence. Almighty
God, you know that we have no power in ourselves to help ourselves. An
alcoholic friend of mine once said to me as we were drinking, “When it comes to
drinking, I have the will power, I just don’t have the won’t power.”
So then, do you say to
yourself if you are trapped in a chronic particular sin, “It’s God’s fault?” “I’ve
asked him for forgiveness but God isn’t putting a stop to this.” Forgiveness is
not a proactive remedy that God has given us to deal with sin. We don’t ask for
forgiveness for a sin we are about to commit. We don’t say, “Lord forgive me
for what I am about to do.”
The root cause of sin is
willfulness and it began with Adam and Eve. The serpent said, “God knows that
if you eat from The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil you'll become just
like God, and will be able to decide for yourself what is right and what is
wrong."
From that point until the
Law was given, people did not know what was right and what was wrong. The Law
gave them boundaries and with those boundaries, they became free from
uncertainty and confusion. When the Law is rejected, people lose sight of what
is the proper conduct. For those of us who embrace the Law of God and we know
what the right thing to do is, we have trouble doing the right thing even
though we know that we should. The past behavior has become so firmly
established because we have done it over and over again that our will to change
cannot overpower the sin that has become ingrained in our being. That sin has
become a part of our nature.
Eventually we get to a point where we want to stop
sinning but we no longer can resist sinning because we have done it so often
for so long. We are stuck in a rut. It is having the willpower to not misbehave
but not having the “won’t power” to stop misbehaving. Dealing with sin requires
turning our will over to God. Paul talked about our human struggles in today’s
Epistle lesson from Romans Chapter seven. “If I could only do those things I
want to do and not do those things I don't want to do.” Once we decide to quit
doing something, we have to overcome the momentum of how we have acted in the
past. Our sins are not just outward actions. Our sins change our inner nature.
We have committed some sins
so often; they have become a part of who we are. They are a part of our
identity. Someone who drinks too much becomes a drunk. That is how they are
known and it is a real identity crisis to quit drinking because it would be
giving up a part of your identity even though it is an ugly part. People who
know us expect us to act like a drunk. They can even unconsciously help us
remain a drunk and that is called “enabling”. That is also why it is difficult
to love the sinner and hate the sin because the sinner can become so immersed
in their sin; it is no longer a behavior. It is a character defect. C.S. Lewis
once said that chronic grumblers become grumbles.
What St. Paul is saying in
Romans seven is that the Law is good but
the Law cannot make men good. The Law tells us what is right and what is
wrong. We do not decide for ourselves what is right and wrong. The Law does not
empower us to stop doing the wrong thing and start doing the right thing. That
is where we ask for God’s empowerment. We affirm this in our baptismal vows.
The bishop asks, “Will you resist the devil and all rebellion against god?” We
respond, “I will with God’s help.”
On those occasions where we
experience guilt there is only one healthy response. “If we confess our sins,
He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all
unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9). Guilt is a symptom of sin, with sin as the
underlying illness. For us, there is the weekly confession of sin and there is
the Sacrament of Reconciliation. We hear the following from the BCP, “When the
penitent has confessed all serious sins troubling the conscience and has given
evidence of true contrition, the priest gives such counsel and encouragement as
are needed and pronounces absolution.” (p.446, BCP)
Unfortunately many
Christians are crippled by what is referred to in Hebrews (12:1) as “Weights
and Besetting Sins.” In the King James Version we hear, “Wherefore seeing we
also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside
every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with
patience the race that is set before us. What does St. Paul mean by weights and
besetting sins? By “Weights” he means obsession with bodily concerns, fondness
for and worries about this world. It was recently reported in the Los Angeles
Times that one in five Californians say they need mental health care.
By
“Besetting Sins” Paul means those sins that we have given a place in our lives
to the extent that the sins now possess us. We are in captivity to them. They
can be sins of addiction and in many cases they are also hidden sins. Some of
these sins are hidden from the sinner and the sinner knows others. There are at
a minimum three individuals who know about these sins. They are God, us and Satan
the liar, thief and murderer. Eventually, more people may
find out and at the last judgment you will have to account for these sins.
King
David lusted after Bathsheba, which eventually led to him having her husband
killed in battle so he could have her as a wife. Not everyone is fortunate
enough as David to have a Nathan to reveal his Besetting sin to him or her. In
this case it was lust. The outcome from this sin was the death of Uriah,
Bathsheba's husband, David's son, a curse on the house of David and a warrior
king turned into a cowardly fugitive from his own son Absalom.
I have had several
besetting sins in my life. Perhaps the best way to describe them is that the
sins can occupy and consume our thoughts. One of my remaining sins is fear. My
fear of flying is a specific problem that kept me from flying for twenty-five
years. Fear can control your life. To the extent sin controls your life it
diminishes it. Christ said, “I have come that you may have life and have it
more abundantly.” (John 10:10).
So what is our spiritual firewall?
How do we keep the accuser out? We are called to live a holy life. We are
called to be a holy people. Our spiritual firewall is Virtue. In the King James
Version of Holy Scripture it states that when a woman with a bleeding problem
touched Christ, she was healed and He felt a virtue leave Him. (Mark 5:30)
Virtue is power. But you say to me, “I don’t have to be a holy person, Jesus
paid the price of my sins”. That is true but he also told the woman caught in
adultery, “Go and sin no more” (John 8:11).
So what are we to do with
these besetting sins that give Satan an opportunity to steal our identity,
blackmail short circuit and rob us of our power as Christians? I believe the
first step is with our will. We must ask God to give us the will to turn away.
I prayed for two years for the desire to quit smoking. Even though I knew
smoking was bad for me; I did not have the will to quit. I was a slave to this
sin. Smoking was an addiction that owned me. The second step is what Psychologists
call providing a replacement behavior. For example in Alcoholics Anonymous the
expression is, “Don't pick up a drink. Pick up the phone.” In the case of the
seven deadly sins, there are also seven corresponding virtues. The prescription
is to practice virtues that work against the entrenched sins. I believe that is
why St. Paul listed the Fruits of Spirit following the sins of the flesh in
Galatians. For example, if you are someone afflicted with hoarding behavior,
the most freeing thing you can do is to give things away. You are replacing
greed with charity.
I would like to summarize
thus far and offer an additional prescription. I believe many Christians see
themselves as imposters and powerless. It may be because they have secret sins
that Satan exploits. They have asked for forgiveness over and over yet remain
captive of those sins. These are besetting sins that keep us from progressing
as Christians. These secret sins keep us from being a holy people. We must ask
God for the will to resist these sins and seek a virtuous replacement. Brothers
and Sisters, the Kingdom of God is an upside down Kingdom. The weak are strong,
the last are first. The foolish are wise and the poor are rich. To rid
ourselves of these sins, we must do the opposite.
In verse seven of our Psalm
the law is perfect and revives the soul; *it is sure and gives wisdom. In verse
eight the law is just and causes the heart to rejoice; *It is clear and
provides light to the eyes. In knowing the law we are enlightened (The NIV says
we are warned) and in keeping the law we are rewarded.
Verses twelve and thirteen
discuss two kinds of sin, unintentional and deliberate sin. In verse twelve the
psalmist asks God to cleanse him from his secret faults. These are not faults
hidden from others but faults unknown to the psalmist. I believe some of our
unexplained suffering is God removing the debris of sin from these unknown
areas of our life. Verse thirteen asks God to keep the Psalmist from
presumptuous sins. These are sins that we commit and know are sins expecting
God to be merciful. They are a great offense to God. It is interesting that the
there is a concern that these sins could get dominion over the person. For the
person who is an addict, they have sinned against their body and the sin has in
fact gained dominion over them. Finally, in verse fourteen, we hear a verse
used often as a prayer prior to the preaching. “Let the words of my mouth and
the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight”*. What does this mean?
May I be clean inside and out as I present your Holy Word.
The verse ends with an
acknowledgement that it is God who provides our strength and is the one who has
redeemed us. May you find the will and ask for God’s strength to resist the sin
in your life. Amen
1 comment:
It is encouraging to know that Paul also grappled with this. That's be to God for inspiring and preserving his letters.
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